the dark energy

here's another new bird i just can't hold on to any longer / again, it's far from rehearsed or ready for flight but fly it must, just as the last tune [below] // for what it's worth, hopefully this autumn i'll be able to sit down and properly rehearse and record the many songs that have been arriving and post some sort of EP / although, i'm not sure anyone hears this stuff or cares much anyway // but it's something i have to do regardless_

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the dark energy [09_02_15]

sometimes i don't know why i try to love again
what starts in lovely bloom just withers in the end
i wish that i could purge this faulty human flesh inside
a heart that beats alone is emotional genocide

so let it go
all that i have tried
there's no hope
that i can survive
without a love
to hold by my side
it's okay to let the stars have their way

always the one to choose the lonely path ahead
never the one to show for what was never said
this harbinger of self loathing in disguise
an antidote for love manipulated to deprive
everyone that has let me walk inside

oh, how could i be so terrified
of a love
to hold by my side
it's okay to let the stars have their way

my universe expands to fill my ego with demands
so cold
it's absolute zero

sometimes i don't know why i try to love again
what starts in lovely bloom just withers in the end
_